Is November our month?!

I doubt it to be honest! I started those ovulation tests and the little line started to get a bit darker ( nothing close to the one in the oval window) and today it's a lot lighter. Maybe I am just testing too early ?! I am so impatient uuugh I'm trying to relax and "take it as it is" because I know it's more likely that I become pregnant if we don't focus too hard on it, but it's really difficult for me to not worry about it.
However I have a slight pain on my right side so maybe I'll o after all I decided not to test for it anymore until Sunday or so
I hope everyone has a great weekend :)