Husband of the year award

I don't know what I would do without my husband !. He has been a really big help since his leave started! He gets up with our kids, changes haileys diaper, helps bells getting dressed for SAC and makes them breakfast, just so I can sleep in a lil. I am completely useless these days! I can't keep my eyes open for more then a few hours and usually go down for a nap once the baby takes her nap!
Hubby also takes care of the dishes and other things around the house. It's a blessing having him home 24/7 ESP. Now that I can't do anything myself. He even puts up with my whiney/ bitchy attitude without complaining! I'm truly blessed with my husband <3 I am still trying to find a way to thank him for all that he does for me!!

Sticky bean is doing good so far {I guess} only a few more days till I have my next ultrasound, I am going to talk to my obgyn about prescribing me something for the constant nausea, because it's starting to take its toll on me!
I am praying that the blood clot didn't grow any bigger {I'm not hopeful that it's gone/smaller since I didn't have any bleeding since the "big scare"}

another ultrasound

i feel like everytime i go in for an ultrasound { at the clinic in Landstuhl} i get told " not to get my hopes us" to " not tell anyone because it would be too heart breaking to call everyone to inform them i lost the baby"
The baby is right on track and has a beautiful heartbeat {150bpm} but i also have an almost 2 inch big blood clot right above the baby. If that blood clot should pass soon the chances are high it will push the baby out as well { because of sticky beans location}. I hate not knowing whats going to happen!. i have another ultrasound on Monday { with my regular OB/GYN}

Also this MS is really starting to kick my A$$.... i had less then 600 calories today :( i am thinking about ordering one of those "Sea Bands" they are supposed to help with MS. Im definitely not going to take any more medicine i have a hard time swallowing the three pills i have so far, i dont need to add another one!

Survey time

How far along? 7w0d ~ according to babys growth I am more like 7w4d(im IN week 8)

Weight gain/loss? Lost a bit

Maternity Clothes? Since the bloating is gone I am able to wear my reg clothes again

Stretch Marks? From previous Pregnancies.

Sleep? Im still super exhausted

Syptoms? Morning sickness picked up BIG TIMES

Best Moment to see that sticky bean is still there and doing great!

Movement? None yet

Food Cravings? None really

Gender? Its still too early  

Belly Button In or Out? In.

What I am Looking Forward To? Sticky beans full anatomy Scan

Weekly Wisdom? Pregnancy brain sucks

Nursery progress? Nothing yet  

Belly Pic

How's your baby measuring up this week? At a length of about half an inch right now, your baby has graduated from blueberry-sized to raspberry-sized. But weekly growth is getting a bit hard to estimate, and here's why: Growth occurs at about the rate of one millimeter each day, but that growth isn't necessarily just in height. Spurts can occur in the arms, legs, back, and other parts of your baby's body. So, big changes will be occurring every which way in the coming months.

What else is changing at 8 weeks pregnant? A close-up view of your little embryo (say cheese!) would reveal a more baby-like appearance (and thankfully, a less reptilian one). You'd see an upper lip forming, the protruding tip of that cute button nose, and tiny (and very thin) eyelids. And check out those hands and feet! Your baby's webbed fingers and toes are differentiating now, so give your baby a round of applause.

All this growing is exciting for your baby too. How do you know? His or her heart is beating at the incredible rate of 150 times per minute. (That's twice as fast as your heart beats.) Your baby's digs are growing, too. Amniotic fluid increases at a rate of about two tablespoons per week to accommodate your womb's growing tenant.

Huge Scare

Yesterday was crazy. we went to my moms { which is always stressful due to the big crowd thats usually at my moms house} we opened the gifts early { which was nice} and at around 1730 we were on the way back home!. We put the kids down for bed and i jumped in the shower!. i wrapped a towel around me and walked into the Living room when all of a sudden Blood came GUSHING out of me { i havent seen that much blood in all my life} and i passed 2 BIG Blood Clots!. I broke down crying knowing that i lost the baby!. T and i were debating if we should go to the hospital right away or to wait till today. We decided to wait since i was in no pain at all and judging the size of the blood vlots i was almost positive i passed the baby!. I couldnt sleep all night.
Then this AM i got up and all the bleeding was gone { in fact it stopped soon after i passed the 2 B.C} we had breakfast and the kids got to open their gifts!. I asked my neighbor C if she would watch bells while we go to the ER in Landstuhl {German Clinic}. Once we got there we talked to the ER Doc and they Called the OB/GYN on call!. she had tom and hailey wait in the waiting room and i went into the office with her!. She asked me a bunch of questions and about my history / previous Pregnancies etc.... after i told her about the amount of blood and the clot size she wasnt really hopeful that there is still a baby!. I finally got to change and she did  a Vaginal ultrasound!.

i was SHOCKED when i saw my "tiny" bean and a strong beautiful heartbeat <3 i was speechless because i did not expect to see our beautiful sticky bean!.

Also according to my LMP i am 6w6d but according to sticky bean { who grew from 0.35mm to 12.5mm in 5 days} i am 7w3 days <3

This is our little Christmas miracle and prayers DO work!!...

The Doctor cannot explain why i was bleeding so much but she said it might have been the hemorage that i had/have in my uterus!.

EDIT: Also it seems like sticky bean moved up a bit, but i am not for sure. i hope the dr on tuesday can tell because she has seen the baby this last tuesday

Hot & hungry

My Husband and i had the funniest argument EVER the other night!. I am so uncomfortable at night and have really bad Hot flashes. I lay in bed oly wearing a shirt screaming "IT SO HOT IN HEEEEEEEERE" while i kick away the thin sheet i was covered with!. He chuckles and said "WHAAAT are you kidding me?? the heater is OFF the window is open ALL.THE.WAY its in the middle of december... THERE IS SNOW ON THE GROUND ... and you are still hot??" i didnt know if i should laugh or cry {thank you homones}.THEN my husband tries to snuggle up next to me { and lets face it that man is a damn heater} and i say " Honey i love you to death but if you dont let go of me like RIGHT NOW im going to kick you out of this bed" he knows its all in good fun  But its really hard for me to sleep at night :( Then once i am asleep i wake up every our to go pee and the whole thing starts from the beginning!
Also remember the first pregnancy surveys i posted and said i dont have morning sickness..... scratch that.... it just took me 45 minutes to eat a small yoghurt with TWO grapes, half an apple and some Granola... thats all i had since yesterday. I am Hungry but there is no way ill eat anything because i feel super crappy after every "meal" Thank God Sticky bean is still so little and isnt suffering from lack of nutrition.
Tomorrow is Christmas and we will spend it with my Parents in Trier.... CANT WAIT to stare at all the delicious food not daring to eat any of it.

I wish everyone a Merry Christmas <3
Jen & Sticky Bean

EFMP

We went to the EFMP office today to see what steps we have to take in order for Toms orders to get changed/canceled. We have our "EFMP enrollment appointment" on January 18th I have to be seen by an ARMY Dr. And HE will decide if I am high risk / allowed to fly or not! After that we will have to bring the paperwork to the lady responsible for toms orders! The EFMP guy said it won't be a problem to move toms deros to the right or cancel his orders {if they cancel the orders he will come down for a new assignment } I just hope everything works out the way we are hoping for! Now all I have to do is contact someone from the embassy in Frankfurt and see if they just hold on to my paperwork until my due date gets closer or if I have to start from scratch again! But at this point I really don't care anymore! All I am worried about is sticky bean <3

Cervical Pregnancy

OK i usually dont do this BUT in this case i HAD to... i opened the Clinic OBGYN's letter that i got yesterday to give to my Reg OBGYN. My Diagnosis was "Cervical Pregnancy" i looked it up and EVERY page suggested that the pregnancy has to be terminated because its life threatening. It said that most of the pregnancies dont make it past the first trimester {spontaneous Abort} but the ones that make it past the 1st Trimester can cause massive bleeding and i could end up having to have a Hysterectomy
I am just wondering, If its really THAT bad and life threatening for me, WHY they havent told me  My Friend Nia suggested that maybe my baby is only Close to my cervix but they have to use "cervical Pregnancy" because they dont have another diagnosis for it? i am confused and dont know what to think / do anymore GAAAAAH this is driving me NUTS

I feel so useless, because there is nothing I can do, to make this pregnancy easier for sticky bean! I feel like as soon as we get some "good news" we get a whole bunch of crappy news thrown at us as well. Like " the baby has a strong heartbeat....... BUT....... there is a lot of blood and your baby his implanted very low" it seems like I can't catch a break!. I am trying everything I'm my power to keep this baby, God knows I couldn't deal with another loss!

I also thought about not updating this blog for a while, because I feel that some of the ppl on FB are getting annoyed by my Whiney complains and don't wanna hear no more of it! Which I understand then most of them have never had to deal with any of this and don't know/ can't imagine what it's like to go through this! But I also know that I have a few kick ass friends that support me and are not annoyed and want those updates, so I am confused and not sure what to do! I might have this blog for invited friends only

Quick update

FIRST OFF I DO NOT TOLLERATE ANY "I TOLD YOU SO/ I TOLD YOU EVERYTHING IS GONNA BE OK" OR "SMARTASS" COMMENTS, MY HUSBAND AND I ARE GOING THROUGH ALOT ALREADY WITHOUT STUPID COMMENTS FROM FRIENDS

Good news the little black dots are NO "Moles"
bad news.. its blood.. {see ultrasound - upper left corner}

i have those tiny spots all around the baby.

The Doc said at this point, its a go or no go

{ meaning either the baby sticks or i lose the baby}

i am on progesteron 3times a day Magnesium and prenatale Vitamins. {Stick Baby Stick}

I asked her if i am allowed to fly since we are supposed to PCS in March, and she said that if the Baby Sticks that i am HIGH risk and i am NOT allowed to fly { due to the location of the baby + the bleeding i already have}. Now we are facing LOTS of challenges. i have to get a statement from my Doc saying im not allowed to fly due to my condition and we PRAY that they will change / cancel toms orders. THEN i have my visa to worry about. as soon as i recieve my visa i have to activate my GC within 6 months of receiving my Visa { meaning ill have to fly to the states} i will have to contact the Embassy soon and see what we can do about it!.

Thats it for now im off to take a nap while my wonderful hubby takes care of the Apt

How far along? 6w0d (starting week7)

Weight gain/loss? Lost a pound .

Maternity Clothes? Wearing it already, because its so comfy and I am bloated like crazy (see picture).

Stretch Marks? From previous Pregnancies.

Sleep? I am tired ALL.THE.TIME

Syptoms? Tired, nauseous, and crabby poor hubby

Best Moment This Week? We got to see sticky beans heartbeat

Movement? None yet

Food Cravings? Nothing sounds appealing :-S

Gender? No idea J

Belly Button In or Out? In.

What I am Looking Forward To? Our next ultrasound

Weekly Wisdom? Pregnancy brain sucks

Nursery progress? Not much just yet! We will start as soon as we get to Ft hood

Belly Pic ( will post one later. not feeling like getting up from my curled up fetal position :-S MS sucks)

Whats the baby up to this week

How does your baby grow? Pretty fast, actually. At 7 weeks pregnant, your baby's length is approximately a quarter of an inch — the size of a blueberry. Sounds pretty tiny still? Consider this for a little perspective: Your baby is 10,000 times bigger now than it was at conception a month ago.

The biggest fetal growth this week is your baby's head (the better to store all those smarts in), with new brain cells being generated at the rate of 100 cells per minute. How's that for a budding genius?

And talking about buds, your baby is going out on a limb this week as his or her arm and leg buds begin to sprout and grow longer (and stronger), dividing into hand, arm, and shoulder segments — and leg, knee, and foot segments (though the limb buds look more like paddles than hands or feet at this early stage).
Also forming this week are your baby's mouth and tongue. And although your embryo is just one month old, it's already gone through three sets of kidneys. The ones in place now are the permanent set and are poised to begin their important work of waste management. In about a week, your baby will start producing urine. Lucky for you, there's no need for diapers (yet). As your baby matures inside you, much of that urine will be excreted into the amniotic fluid, swallowed again by your baby, and then excreted again in a continuous cycle.

2nd ultrasound

i just got back from our second Baby visit! and sticky bean is a real trooper!. he / she is hanging in there and we even got to see the heartbeat!.

 




The doc is still concerned that the baby is implanted so low! I have an appointment tomorrow morning at 0930 to see another OBGYN at the German Krankenhaus in Landstuhl { for a second oppinion and so they have my file on hand in case i have to go in over christmas break} My next regular Baby Visit is on January 2nd 2012

Two Updates

Ok update No1 I called my obgyn this morning and my HCG is close to 10.000 that's GOOD but I was hoping it would be closer to 12000 {it didn't double in 24 hours like all the other times} but the doctors assistant said the levels are great and we scheduled my next ultrasound for Monday morning

Update no 2My friend N came up with a great idea.
Instead of you giving me reasons why I should reveal the baby names, I'll give you the initials and you GUESS the names :D

We have two names for a boy!
No1 TA
No2 TJ

For a girl we have ONE name :)
AG

You can either comment me on here or message me on FB with your guesses <3

a tease?

Hello my DEAR readers......

like the blog rules say we will NOT reveal the sex or the names we picked for our boy/girl.. and we are FIRM when it comes to the Sex of our baby. BUT.. i am proud to announce we are SET on names :-D {we have been set since the minute we found out im pregnant}
I am SO mean i know :P but i thought about making this a lil contest lol..... you have one week to give me THE reason why i should reveal the names of our future baby boy/ girl and if i think that one of the reasons you name is GOOD enough... i will reveal the names we picked :D.
What do you think :D

update on us

Last night the bleeding slowed down and eventually stopped, but this morning it picked back up {brownish discharge} with clots {about pea size} i had to wait til 1730 to call the Doc for my HCG Results. My HCG is at 5756 {wooo fucking hooooo} Tomorrow morning we will go in again and have blood drawn again to see if my Levels still raise!.

I have tried my best to stay off my feet today, but its easier said then done with a really active 2 year old :-s T has been at work all day but got this morning off to take me to the Pharmacy.

We went to Tricare to get my "presciption form" {that way Tricare covers the cost} well they told us we have to pay upfront and fill out forms to claim the money later on!. { Good to know!!! if i would have known this shit i would have fucking bought the meds yesterday already} Well i have been taking magnesium pills {which taste nasty} and have been showing up gell kapsules up my vagina {oh sticky bean, the things i do for you <3} the gel kapsules contain hormones to make the " contraction" and bleeding stop. I have been feeling OK today, i dont have pain {i just feel uncomfortable}
We really dont know where this pregnancy is going, but i will do everything in my power to give our unborn baby a fighting Chance!.

Another 3 Days of Not knowing

This Morning i Started spotting {brownish} i called the dr and he Told me to come in today instead of tomorrow! By the Time i got to the dr. Office i wasnt spotting but Full blown bleeding! They dis Another pregnancy Test {which was positive- of Course} then they did an ultrasound. The baby is right on Track {Development Wise} but too Low in my Uterus (right bext to my cervix} Thats Not a Good sign! He Said we have to wait and See if the Baby sticks or i miscarry! They ran bloodwork {HCG,HIV etc} an i habe to call them tomorrow Afternoon to See what my hcg Level Looks like! Then i have to go in again on wednesday to get blood drawn again! And on Thursday Another Ultrasound {all that given my bleeding slows Down/ Stops- if Not i have to go to the ER for an D&C} im really devistated right now! I know that Not every bleeding means a miscarriage bur given my History i HAVE reason to worry!

Survey time

How far along? 5w0d (start of week6)

Weight gain/loss? Nothing at this point.

Maternity Clothes? im switching between Maternity and regular clothes depends on my bloating lol

Stretch Marks? From previous Pregnancies.

Sleep? I still want / need sleep all the time

Syptoms? non really.... well i take that back, i think morning sickness has finally kicked in

Best Moment This Week? that i got to schedule my first Prenatale Screening

Movement? none

Food Cravings? Chicken nom nom nom

Gender? No idea.

Belly Button In or Out? In.

What I am Looking Forward To? Our First screening / ultrasound tomorrow

Weekly Wisdom? Pregnancy brain sucks

Nursery progress? Not much just yet!

Belly Pic:

Week 6 of Pregnancy: Baby's Head Takes Shape

This week your baby's crown-to-rump measurement is anywhere from a fifth to a quarter of an inch, and growing — making it the size of a sweet pea (your little sweet pea!)　

During fetal development, practitioners measure embryos as small as yours from precious little crown to cute little rump. That's because as your baby grows, his or her legs will be bent, making it hard to measure the full length of the body. When you are 6 weeks pregnant, your baby's crown-to-rump measurement is anywhere from a fifth to a quarter of an inch, and growing — making it the size of a sweet pea (your little sweet pea!).

So, if your womb had a view, what would you see? The folds of tissue in the prominent bump on top (the head) are developing into your baby's jaws, cheeks, and chin. And are those little indentations on both sides of the head the adorable dimples you always hoped your baby would inherit from your mom's side of the family? No, they're ear canals in the making. Small bumps on the face will form the eyes and button nose in a few weeks time. Also taking shape this week: your baby's kidneys, liver, and

My Christmas gift...

..... To myself
I decided {well we did} that we are going to invest in a fetal heart monitor { the one shown in the pic}


it will give us a piece of mind to be able to listen to sticky beans heart rate whenever we want to! It will probably also save us some trips to the ER { in Case sticky bean has a lazy day and doesn't move much /at all} we will be able to check for its heartbeat and know everything is ok. I can't wait to order it :D they say the probe starts to pick up the heartbeat starting at 10weeks
Yay <3
My first ultrasound is only a few days away I am super excited :D. Right now I am totally at ease { which is really odd for me and kinda scares me} with this pregnancy I feel like everything is going to be alright

just a random post

OK i found this really cute beany pattern and decided to make a beany for sticky bean <3 and since we dont know the sex yet i made one for boy and one for a girl :D They are supposed to be newborn size, but i think they are a bit big, ill wait for my neighbor to come home so i can test the beany on her 8 week old baby girl :D

Cant wait for sticky bean to be able to wear it hihi

HCG levels

Ok after I blogged this morning, T and I picked up our rental car { awesome car by the way :D} and drove down to landstuhl! I went to the lab, got my ticket number and was called right away! I was in and out the lab in two minutes {not kidding lol}
They told us to call the clinic later on today {waiting is torture for me and sticky bean} at 1:30pm I decided I have been patient enough and tried to reach the nurse from this morning... No answer.... Called central appointment, they said the nurses/ dr's are at reintegration but transferred me to someone at team one! She put me on hold for TWENTY minutes and then hung up on me! I googled and found the phone number for team one and called again NO FRIGGIN ANSWER. I've had enough and called landstuhl! The lady took my Infos and said " I'll give the nurse on call your information and she will call you back with your results!. But it could take up to three days for them to return your call!" THREE DAYS??????? You've got to be kidding!!!!! I am ping crazy over here!!!!!!
I asked my friend C if she would give me a ride down to the clinic so I could get my results! I went there and luckily they did give me the results!
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-a whooping 225.23!!!!!!!!!!! It more then doubled in less then 48 hours!!!!! I am super happy! I can finally relax a lil! Now we have to wait another 11 weeks to rule out anencephaly!

Fingers crossed

This is going to be a qick update.... i will post another update tonight....
We just got back from Tricare {our health insurance} i switched from "prime" to "standart" in order to see an off post Dr. I made my first "baby vist" appointment :D 7 days to gooooooooo!. Ill also get my "mutterpass" that day <3 {The Mutterpass: After the pregnancy is confirmed, the doctor will have a booklet issued to you called a mother's pass (Mutterpass). It is essentially a passport to track the progress of your pregnancy and document all pertinent information such as the results of all tests and examinations made during your pregnancy. You will need to bring this to each examination as well as to the hospital. This is an especially important document since the doctor who will be performing your examinations will, most likely, not be the one delivering the baby. The person delivering your baby will need this information. It should be carried with you at all times during your pregnancy}

I have yet to get my HCG level done!. But the lab {here in bholder} said that they wouldnt get the results in until tomorrow so we decided to head over to landstuhl. Lets hope the HCG went skyrocking <3

One day down....

One more to go....
The clinic just called me and wanted me to come in today { I would have loved to have my levels taken today -but the HCG only doubles every 2-3 days- so I have to wait } they should call me back either later on today or tomorrow morning with an appointment { don't know why she couldn't just give me an appointment when she first called}

On the bright site... I called the obgyn in kusel {about 15 minutes away from post.} And they gave me an appointment for next week Tuesday { they did have an opening for this Friday but no afternoon appointments so I had to settle for the one on Tuesday!} but that means I'll be 5 weeks along and we are more likely to SEE the baby on the us.

I am still in pain {nothing has really changed on that front since yesterday} but I don't have any bleeding { which is a good sign} I'll just try to stay positive and take it one day at the time! I'll keep you guys posted on this

Xoxo Jen aka pregosauris and sticky bean

Praying praying praying

Wie went to the er because i had cramps {no bleeding}......no Baby on the ultrasound {Not surprised} hcg Level only at 90 :'( dr isnt hopeful that ill Stay pregnant, will have my bloodwork done in baumholder on Tuesday to See if my Numers go Up! He thinks it could also be a pregnancy outside the Womb cuz of the pain i have!

Today is going to be tough

Some of you probably already wondered why my blog says "operation baby #4" when I only have two kids in my pictures! It's because on July 9th 2008 I gave birth to a wonderful baby girl {kaitlyn Ann} unfortunately she had a birth defect called {anencephaly- The word anencephaly means “without an encephalon”, the encephalon being the set of nervous center contained in the brain. This is not an entirely accurate definition: whilst a child with anencephaly is indeed born without a scalp, without a vault of the cranium, without meninges, without either brain hemisphere and without a cerebellum, the child is nevertheless usually born with part of its cerebral trunk, brainstem find more Infos herehttp://www.anencephalie-info.org/ }....
Anencephaly belongs to the family of neural tube defects. A neural tube defect (NTD) is a congenital malformation which usually occurs 28th day after conception. Today is the 28th day after conception and also the day I am supposed to start my period! I find myself checking every five minutes for signs of AF.. I am a nervous wreck at the moment... Because I know that TODAY deferments whether or not our baby will be healthy { there is a 4% risk of having another child with anencephaly} you might think that 4% is not very high! But for everyone that has had a child with anencephaly and has been through something heartbreaking like losing a child 4% is too much! I have to wait another 9 - 10 weeks until we are able to find out if we will be able to hold a happy and healthy baby in our arms next year or if our hearts are going to be torn apart once more!
I am not writing this because im looking for pitty, but I would appreciate prayers because God knows we need them!.

had to share

i took a few pics tonight and simply HAD to share them <3

T took this one <3

4 weeks 0 days

Every Saturday I will post this Pregnancy Survey and post a picture of my belly ( you will also be able to find the picture at the actual Picture page (top left navi)

How far along? 4w0d (so i am IN week5)

Weight gain/loss? Nothing at this point.

Maternity Clothes? Wearing it already, because its so comfy and I am bloated like crazy (see picture).

Stretch Marks? From previous Pregnancies.

Sleep? I want sleep. All the time. But with two kids, naps are not an option lol

Syptoms? Im moody, and nauseated ( but not nearly as bad as I have been with the girls)

Best Moment This Week? The doctor confirmed the pregnancy <3.

Movement? Does Gas count???

Food Cravings? Chicken nom nom nom

Gender? No idea. But I have the feeling that it will be a Boy!.(Wishful thinking?! Lol)

Belly Button In or Out? In.

What I am Looking Forward To? Our first ultrasound

Weekly Wisdom? Pregnancy brain sucks

Nursery progress? Not much just yet! We will start as soon as we get to Ft hood

Belly Pic

(not the best pics im sorry)

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What the baby's up to this week: It takes a lot of developing to become a baby — all the major (and minor) bodily systems (digestive, circulatory, nervous, and so on) and organs (heart, lungs, stomach…you get the idea) have to form from scratch. One of the first systems to be operational is the circulatory (or blood) system — along with its companion organ: the heart. When you are 5 weeks pregnant, your baby's heart is made up of two tiny channels called heart tubes — and they're already hard at work, beating to their own drummer (it will be weeks before those beats become coordinated). When those tubes fuse together, your baby will have a fully functioning heart (though it almost certainly already has its grip on yours). Also in the works this week are several other organs, including the neural tube (the precursor to your baby's brain and spinal cord), which hasn't yet sealed, but by next week, that open-door policy is over.

So what does your little embryo — already the size of an orange seed (how fast they grow!) — look like now? Actually, not unlike a tadpole, with a rudimentary head and a tail. But don't worry — there's no frog in your future. In fact, you're fewer than eight months away from holding a real prince (or princess) in your arms.

Soooo that’s it for today OH and did you notice my ticker picture changed :D >>>

Pregnancy confirmed

First off I wanna start this post by saying

After ppl found out I'm expecting som asked me " oh wow again??????" and " Ohhhhh so it was planned??" uhm Of course it was planned!!! Our baby is not an oops or unwanted! How can you dare to say something inconsiderate like that!!!!! So that was my vent for the day lol


After my husbands briefing { where I was the only spouse lol} we headed down to the clinic to , yet again, take a pregnancy test yay I will have to go to a pregnancy class next Wednesday {tsssss} after that class I'll finally be able to make appointments in landstuhl and hopefully they will let me go to an off post dr.

For some reason the nurse wrote down that I am 4w2d which is wrong, I am 3w6d at max but I'm IN week 4 {if that makes sense} but only a ultrasound will really tell what week I am in!
I am probably going to pay for extra ultrasounds, I don't think 3 ultrasounds are enough especially with my history

OH MY GOSH i still cant believe it!. I AM PREGNANT!!!!! i got my BFP {Big fat Postive} this morning!!!!!! i used digital ones <3

 Hubby is over the moon! i really didnt expect it to happen this month! especially since i dont have any symptoms anymore ( besides the tender/ sore breasts & im SUPER tired all day) i have slight cramps tho.... {stick lil one stick!} I am going to take it easy from now on and start my Prenatals today.
Sorry i had this Blog blocked all day but i wanted to make sure his Family is informed before the rest of the world { well the rest of my readers :D} know about it :)